Essence

Have you ever heard that song "Pieces of Me" by Ledisi......that is one of my jams right now!!  One line of the chorus goes "like every woman I know, I'm complicated fo sho"  I absolutely love that line....it speaks volumes.  Especially for me, because I know I can be a complicated person.  I'm super emotional, an open book but at the same time very private, introspective, very outgoing in many situations while extremely shy in others, did I mention introspective, big crier, big laugher, very country, very professional, have I said I'm introspective, quite girly, quite physically active, messy while a cleaning freak, will never tell you I'm upset until I have analyzed and figured out why, value family and family values, can be unintentionally inconsiderate, can have the time of my life eating or dancing & singing or reading a book, don't know if I've said introspective, hate that I get self conscious and will go to extremes to fight it, speak to everyone, am an old man magnet, still get crushes, so used to living alone that I need quiet time daily,  lazy about putting up clothes, hate to see people hurt or in pain, have to turn the TV on when I sleep in house alone, am an awful flirter, sometimes miss the obvious, goal oriented while at the same time comfortable, still seeking passion "but when I love I LOVE til there's no love no more.  These are the pieces of me"

By the way, went to Essence Festival and had a BLAST!!!!  Top performers in my opinion were New Edition, Mary J. Blige, Charlie Wilson and Kanye West.  Must do event....